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[personal profile] capitu2015-05-22 03:17 pm

The Guise of Forgiveness by sunseticmonster

Title: The Guise of Forgiveness
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sunseticmonster
Rating: R
Word Count: 24,000 Approx.
Summary: George's new potion has caught the interest of the entire Auror Department, thanks to an article by the elusive Draco Malfoy. So, when Harry sees Malfoy in the middle of a panic attack, he attempts to make amends as a ploy to find out what's really been going on.
Content/Warning(s): Alcohol, social anxiety, panic attacks.

This story is wonderful. It's about Harry trying to build bridges with former Slytherins – well, at first is about that. It starts with Harry seeing Draco having a really bad time at a Ministry function and deciding it was time to start anew. Only he didn't know, Draco has a lot of issues, you see. And as he works with Draco in a Potion to help the Aurors, it becomes less about that and more about knowing Draco, helping him, liking him, and maybe, along the way, discovering what he really wants and wants to do with his life. So very lovely.
capitu: (Harry sultry [Dan])
[personal profile] capitu2015-05-11 04:26 pm

You Just Have to Try by queenvandal

Title: You Just Have to Try
Author: [livejournal.com profile] queenvandal
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 15,000 Approx.
Summary: Seven years after the fall of Voldemort, a magic-less Harry is set upon by an unknown organization, and having Auror Draco Malfoy assigned as his bodyguard really is the least of his problems.
Content/Warning(s): Dysthymia/Depression Featured Heavily, Mentions of Suicidal Thoughts, Oral Sex, Bad Language

This story is so lovely. The thing is, for reasons unknown, after defeating Voldemort Harry lost his magic, but it's more than that. Harry is not well. He lost touch with this friends, the magical world and he's become something or a recluse. Yet, there are still attempts on his life, and the Ministry has seen fit to protect him and the Auror to do it is Draco Malfoy. And Draco is actually perfect for it, because he encourages Harry to do things, to go out, to fight his Dysthymia and depression.

It's wonderful the way he cares for Harry, the way he pushes to Harry to do things, to get better. And more wonderful still, it's the way Harry tries and even open himself to the chance of happiness.

Lovely.
capitu: (Harry/Draco [hands])
[personal profile] capitu2015-02-06 06:13 pm

Kiss Me (Under the Light of a Thousand Stars) by sophie_french

Title: Kiss Me (Under the Light of a Thousand Stars)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sophie_french with illustrations by [livejournal.com profile] iwao
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 115,000 Approx.
Summary: Harry rescues Draco Malfoy from Azkaban, where he has been imprisoned for three years after the war. Draco is not as Harry remembers, as Azkaban leaves its mark on even the strongest of wizards. With no memory of who he was or how he came to be in Harry's care, Draco needs Harry's help if he is to have any hope of making a full recovery. But Harry has his own demons to fight and together with saving Draco, Harry must also discover a way to find himself.
Content/Warning(s): Mildly Dubious Consent

This is such a beautiful story. Gosh, it's going to take you in a rollercoaster of emotions.

As the summary says, the story is about Harry saving Draco from Azkaban, who instead of being there the one year he was supposed, he was imprisoned for three years and placed in complete isolation. And from then on, we live with both Harry and Draco the hard road to recovery, because, again, as the summary says, Draco has lost all his memories, he's locked himself in a place in his mind he feels safe, and leaving the comfort of his cell and his routine is traumatising.

In one hand we have Draco trying to cope with these changes, all these little mechanisms that help him (OCDs), and little by little, he start reacting to Harry. And then we have Harry, trying to hard to do well by Draco, to help him, find him treatment, comfort him, and working through his own issues as well -- for Harry is something of a recluse himself, and ultimately falling in love.

And the thing is, them falling in love with each other seems it's happening from the beginning, because they find comfort in each other. It's hard for Harry, because Draco doesn't remember anything, and then it's harder still when Draco finally does.

But don't worry. It's beautiful, it's gorgeous, see them healing together and apart, it's such a beautiful ride, painful at moment, but worth every second.

This story has beautiful illustrations by [livejournal.com profile] iwao. Most are safe for work, though there are a couple of steamy one that you're just going to love, but every single one gorgeous and make this story even more beautiful.
capitu: (H/D lips)
[personal profile] capitu2015-01-16 10:03 am

Yours is the Earth (Hold On, Hold On) by chickenlivesinpumpkin

Title: Yours is the Earth (Hold On, Hold On)
Author: faviconchickenlivesinpumpkin
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 127,000 Approx.
Summary: When they first meet after the end of the war, Draco doesn't want anything to do with Harry. But as time goes by, Draco's growing love may be the only thing that can save them both, because after a serious accident in the Forbidden Forest, Draco's personality begins to undergo subtle changes. At first, Harry credits this to a new enthusiasm for life. But as the days pass and Draco's behavior becomes more and more mysterious, Harry begins to suspect that something bigger--and darker--is at work.
Content/Warning(s): Mental Health Issues, violence, some elements of horror.

This story, kind of tells two stories at once. It's starts with an accident in which Draco nearly dies. We see Harry suffering, seeing his lover of two years seizing and convulsing without being able to do a thing. But miraculously Draco survives, only, it's not that simple; something claimed him, a Creature is in control of his body and now he's not really himself. He now only lives in a small part of his mind, and he'll do anything to protect Harry because he soon realises this creature that lives in him has no mercy.

At the same time, we see how Harry and Draco met for the first time six years after the war when Draco, Potions Expert gives the Auror Department a lecture. Harry's reactions when he sees him, God, those are gorgeous. You see, Harry is obsessed, and not in the usual way, he's determined to find out what Draco is up to, but Draco is not up to anything. Draco's just Draco, he has issues, social anxiety and once Harry starts seeing this different part of Draco, well, he can't help himself. He wants. And this is how we see the beginning of their relationship.

It's amazing, those first weeks of Harry being absolutely obsessed with Draco are awesome, see this thing they start having become something else, how they built their relationship. And at the same time we see and live Draco's anguish at not having control of his body, at trying to fight the Creature without putting Harry in danger, hoping Harry will realise this Draco is not really him, the ending, after everything they've gone through, worth it.

Also, this story is mainly bottom!Draco. There's some switching though! ^^
capitu: (Draco [broken])
[personal profile] capitu2014-06-11 10:04 am

The Picking Up Pieces Series by Tessa Crowley

Title: The Picking Up Pieces Series
Author: faviconTessa Crowley
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 44,000 approx. (adding both parts)
Summary: A duology comprising of "The Unbearable Burden of Caring", wherein Draco and Harry meet again fifteen years after the War (though neither of them are quite aware of it at the time), and the not-really-planned-for sequel "Sins and Scars and Shattered Things", wherein they have to deal with the media fallout of their relationship.

This is a beautiful series, both parts are incredibly touching.

In the first part Harry and Draco meet, only they don't know it's each other. They meet at a Masque Ball at the ministry, but you see, Draco suffers of social anxiety, he can't bear to be around many people, or new people, however, despite this he feels a connection with Harry, eventually though his anxiety gets the better of him and he runs, but they start corresponding. Draco is a writer and though he uses a pen name Harry manages to send him a letter, but then when Draco realises it's Harry, well, he feels his world shattering, and on top of this, his life is exposed by the Prophet (that Rita!) who outs him as this famous novelist.

In the sequel Harry and Draco have been together for a while, blissfully happy, but now that Draco's gone public there are people who wants him to pay for his crimes during the war, and send him to Azkaban, and while that might sound dramatic, agnsty even, you have no idea how heart breaking and touching it is.

And god, is it ever! It's poignant and intense, but at the same time it's beautiful and amazing.
capitu: (Harry [I'm about to die ~ angst])
[personal profile] capitu2014-01-01 11:04 am

He Who Must Not Be Normal by lettered

Title: He Who Must Not Be Normal
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lettered
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 41,500
Summary: Potter has fame and fortune and posh clothes and all he wants is a simple life. Draco has a flat and a cat and a steady job and all he wants is a complicated life. Which makes you think this story has something exciting like body-swapping, but it doesn’t. Instead it has Indian takeaway and a blue jumper and people wanting a whole lot of what they can’t have, discovering themselves as they discover each other.
Warning(s): dirty talk, verbal humiliation, scar kink, reference to self-harm, mental instability, PTSD, substance abuse (and a few more on the fic post)


This story, this story is amazing. It's not only incredibly hot, there's so much emotion, too.

It shows you deeply the war affected Harry, but it's not only the war, is the way he was raised (kept), too, the way people see him, the way the want to see him, and ultimately the way he seems himself.

And Draco, it's about the way Draco sees Harry too. Because he has his own ideas and preconceptions of how and who Harry is, before he knew him, before he really knew him, and once he starts knowing the real Harry, how these change, how he falls in love, how he comes to need this crazy, insecure, unstable Harry.

Yet, it's about Draco as well. Draco and his own issues, he's own traumas, wishes and dreams left behind.

It's ridiculously hot, but it's mostly about two damaged people, who fit together and gave each other what they need.
capitu: (Harry [I'm about to die ~ angst])
[personal profile] capitu2013-07-26 10:18 am

Holly and Hawthorn, Thistle and Thyme by bryoneybrynn

Title: Holly and Hawthorn, Thistle and Thyme
Author: [livejournal.com profile] bryoneybrynn
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 31,000 Approx.
Summary: After the war, Harry can’t shake the feeling that something is very wrong with him and he has a terrible feeling he knows what that “something” might be. He has a terrible feeling Malfoy might know, too.


Oh my god, this is such a beautiful hurt/comfort story.

After the war, Harry feels there's something wrong with him, so he checks himself into St Mungo’s, though nobody seems to find what's wrong with him. A short while after, Draco is cursed, and the only room to provide security for a treatment for Draco's curse is Harry's.

That's such a simplified version of what this story is about, because we see Harry taking the chance and offering Draco comfort from the pain of the curse that cuts him open, and we see Draco trying to coax Harry into opening up about what's really wrong with him, we see them pushing each other and then backing off, giving each other the space they need, we see them cherishing each other's presence and the understanding they find in one another grow into something beautiful.

It's heart-aching, but it heals, too. Beautiful.
capitu: (Draco [broken])
[personal profile] capitu2013-04-29 08:19 am

In Death’s Dream Kingdom by kedavranox

Title: In Death’s Dream Kingdom
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kedavranox
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 7,500
Summary: ‘We need to get going,’ Harry says. ‘We have a lot to do if we want to finish what we started.’
Warning(s): Major character death


Have you ever read something so devastating and beautiful that you almost have no words to describe it? This story is like that.

I almost don't want to tell you anything about it because, for one, I don't think I can make the story justice, and for another, because I don't want to spoil what reading it will make you feel.

It's raw, it's painful but it's beautiful. It's going to hurt, but you're going to love it, because beyond the warnings, this is a story about love.
capitu: (Draco/Harry)
[personal profile] capitu2012-12-21 08:01 am

The Peacock Paladin and the King of the Emerald Court by megyal

Title: The Peacock Paladin and the King of the Emerald Court
Author: [livejournal.com profile] megyal
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 11,300
Summary: Harry suffers from chronic headaches, and it affects his work and relationships. New pain-management techniques (and their provider) may just be the relief his life needs.


This is such an inventive story. The descriptions this realm the author created in Harry's mind are amazing.

It's all part of a method Draco uses to help Harry with his chronic headaches, but it all has a meaning, it's like a symbology of Harry's struggles. It's very beautiful and sexy. The imagery is beautiful, really.
capitu: (Harry/Draco eyes)
[personal profile] capitu2012-11-01 04:06 pm

All That Remains by lordhellebore

Title: All That Remains
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lordhellebore
Rating: R
Word Count: 21,000
Summary: In a Great Britain destroyed by war and plagued by magical epidemics, those who are left behind struggle to survive and find meaning.
Warning(s): Character death (not Harry or Draco), dub-con (not between Harry and Draco)


This is one of the most touching stories I've ever read.

In a world devastated after the war, the Drain of Magic, and magical epidemics, Draco is a Social Worker. Harry simply went missing, after a ritual that would help to destroy Voldemort, but caused countless deaths and drained of magic to all witches and wizards.

I simply can't describe how dramatic this fic is. It's going to grip your heart from the very beginning, and it's going to squeeze it little by little until you feel it's going to break. But it's such a gorgeous story, finding comfort under these circumstances, and from the most unlikely sources. It has a beautiful, hopeful ending.
capitu: ([Harry & Draco])
[personal profile] capitu2012-09-07 07:41 am

Oscillate Wildly by marksykins

Title: Oscillate Wildly
Author: [livejournal.com profile] marksykins
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 55,000 Approx.
Summary: After a particularly gruelling Occlumency session, Harry practically comes apart at the seams and finds himself living partway between two lives. One is his life at Hogwarts. In the other, he's been in a mental institution for the better part of six years. What happens when Harry realises his whole life may be one elaborate fantasy?
Warning(s): Elements of Non Magical AU.


Jesus, the mindfuckery on this fic is unbelievable. And I mean this as a complement, absolutely.

You see, after a really bad Occlumency lesson with Snape, Harry starts having these episodes (first while he's asleep, but then he starts blacking out) in which he wakes up at a Muggle Hospital, and he's told he's had an accident, and a result of a brain trauma, Hogwarts and the magical world, is only a hallucination in which he's been living inside his head, and his parents are alive, and Sirius is alive, and that's not all, there's a Draco Malfoy also at the mental Hospital he's at. But that's not all, when he falls asleep (or blacks out) and wakes up back at Hogwarts, he's told that it's Voldemort that is manipulating Harry's mind.

But everything is so vivid, both worlds, and in both Draco is a prominent part of Harry's life, and even though they are so different, there are so many things that are the same.

It's hard, because just like Harry, you will love the Muggle world where his parents are alive, and where Draco is this amazing character, but at the same time, it's the magical world, and you know Hogwarts and everything there is real, too.

And of course, Harry can't exist on both worlds, and eventually he has to decide which one is real. It's an amazing read, and… well, it's up to you to decide if there's a happy ending or not, yeah? But it's quite incredible.
capitu: (Harry/Draco eyes)
[personal profile] capitu2012-07-28 04:47 pm

Hearts Open (at the Close) by literaryspell

Title: Hearts Open (at the Close)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] literaryspell
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 20,000 Approx.
Summary: Harry wins the war and loses himself. It’s Draco’s job to heal him, but that might just be impossible. Especially after Harry takes matters into his own hands.
Warning(s): explicit sex, dubious consent bordering on non-con, suggestions of mental imbalance


This fic has an incredibly powerful Harry who has little control over his magic, and slightly (maybe not slightly) mentally unstable, and Draco is trying to help him as his Healer, but soon he finds swept by Harry's delusions and they escalate beyond his power.

And it's so interesting, because at first he fights Harry, at least he tries to, but this proves to be impossible, up to the point that he starts losing himself a bit as well.

I love the plot of this story, I love how the author writes Harry, in spite of everything he does, you can't find it in you to hate him or resent him. I don't mean that Harry is dark or evil, he's not, it's that he's not quite sane, and it's fascinating in a slightly twisted way, you know? This is the sort of fic that leaves you speechless, in a good way.
capitu: ([Harry & Draco])
[personal profile] capitu2012-07-16 03:23 pm

Special Gifts by oldenuf2nb

Title: Special Gifts
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oldenuf2nb
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 135,000 Aprox.
Summary: Ten years after a devastating accident costs Harry Potter the love of his life and leaves him with life altering injuries, he is asked to return to Hogwarts to help the child of an old friend, with the help of an old adversary.


Epic is a perfect word to describe this story. And it's not because of the length, but there are so much details that adds up to this story that make it so amazing.

This Harry who has lost the love of his life, so completely different from who he used to be, after the war, struggling with lost, injuries and that special gift he has now of seeing and hearing those who have passed. But then, so it's Draco, who in turn, will be one of the pillars in which Harry will be able to support himself, now that he's back in the magical world.

This fic is going to take you on a journey and it's going to make you smile, and cry and gasp, and you're not going to know how the time passed. It's beautiful.
capitu: ([Harry & Draco])
[personal profile] capitu2012-07-16 03:01 pm

A Frayed and Threadbare Wish

Title: A Frayed and Threadbare Wish
Author: [livejournal.com profile] libby_drew
Rating: R
Word Count: 17,500
Summary: Today's victory lies in the future. Harry and Draco's mission to find the Malfoy Legacy leads them to places – and people – they never thought they'd see. Canon compliant through Half-Blood Prince.


I have to warn you, you're going to start reading this story and you're not going to understand it at first, but soon everything is going to fall into place, and if you're anything like me you're going to scroll back up and re read the beginning and it's going to fascinate you.

The idea of time travel, mixed with a crazy Draco from the future who holds the key to end the war is absolutely brilliant.

This fic has a companion ficlet, find it here: Untitled.
capitu: (draco - tie)
[personal profile] capitu2012-07-16 02:26 pm

Nightingale by michi_thekiller

Title: Nightingale
Author: [livejournal.com profile] michi_thekiller
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 62,000 Aprox.
Summary: God loved the birds and invented trees. Man loved the birds and invented cages. -Jacques Deval
Warning(s): his fic contains depictions of sexual dynamics that many readers may find extremely disturbing, and, well, traumatic. That's half the point. But don't say we didn't warn you.


This is one of those stories that took me ages to decide to read, but not because of the warnings, though there's that, but mostly because of everything that was said about it.

It's true that this story is heart-aching. During the war, Draco's mind was tortured beyond limits, and he has now the awareness of a child.

And it's that, the story of Harry and Draco. It moves back and forth, from them being at Hogwarts on their sixth year, fighting constantly, literally and bloodily, to the start of their relationship, to the present, with Draco in this child-like condition.

It's painful, very much so, the loneliness in which Harry lives, even now that he has Draco. There is this line that struck me deeply, well, there are many, many parts of this story that are vivid in my mind but "They were always so worried about that, about him being alone. As if there wasn't a difference between alone and lonely."

That is part of what makes it so aching, that Harry is sort of living half a life, half the real life, and half the life he's always pretending, inside his mind.

It's beautiful though, as shocking as some parts are, it's a gorgeous story, and if you read it, and you should, it will stay with you for a long time.
capitu: (H & D Mpreg)
[personal profile] capitu2012-07-04 04:24 pm

Jolene & sequel Jolene Deux by roma_fics

Title: Jolene & sequel Jolene Deux
Author: [livejournal.com profile] roma_fics
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 27,500 Aprox. (adding both parts)
Summary: Harry comes back from a mandatory holiday and finds that an Auror raid on his favourite establishment could expose his biggest secret. However, another has even more secrets than he does at stake.// Draco makes special plans after being told by his Healer that he's fully recovered from being pregnant and having given birth to his and Harry's daughter, Violet. I hope you enjoy this little glimpse into Harry's and Draco's future life together. The story begins immediately after where Jolene ended.
Warning(s): Mpreg, gender-bender, fetish.


This is one hot story, and so very complex, too.

I love the way it's written. It has a very mature language, and not only because there's swearing and the sex (OMG!), but the feel about it, it's a very adult story. Erm, I don't know if that makes sense, but it does to me. ^^

It's a widely known story, so I won't go into details, just say that the scene of the discovery, when Harry learns who Jolene really is, it's incredibly tender and erotic, and it takes my breath away every time.

This whole story does, actually.
capitu: (Harry <3 Draco)
[personal profile] capitu2012-07-03 05:24 pm

Never a Breath You Can Afford to Waste by owens_mom

Title: Never a Breath You Can Afford to Waste
Author: [livejournal.com profile] owens_mom
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 19,000
Summary: Harry’s with Neville for all the wrong reasons, but he just wants to coast through his carefree summer days after vanquishing Voldemort. An intriguing run in with an old rival sends his world where else? Upside down.


Draco has hit with an unknown spell, and now he's at St. Mungo’s in a closed ward. Harry sees him while accompanying Neville to visit his parents. However, he continues visiting Draco, helping with his treatment.

But when Draco 'awakes' from the spell he was under, things don't go as Harry expected. They go much worse.

It's Hurt/Comfort, and as such has a bit of angst and a bit of fluff.

This story has a bit of Harry/Neville at the beginning.
capitu: (H/D lips)
[personal profile] capitu2012-06-30 08:40 am

Love Is…by melusinahp

Title: Love Is…
Author: [livejournal.com profile] melusinahp
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 13,800
Summary: This is a story about love. It is not a romance.
Warning(s): Deathly Hallows situated AU, dark, dub/coerced-consent, pre-story character death (not Harry or Draco)


This story is an amazing piece of work. It's tragic and heart breaking and raw.

It's sad, so very sad, and realistic. This is what Harry goes through after Ron and Hermione are killed by Death Eaters and he's taken Draco and Pansy prisioners.

Harry's feeling of loneliness is eating him alive, and you can feel it, see it in your mind, because the descriptions are so powerful. His reaction to Draco, and Harry seeking comfort wherever he can find it, while struggling and coping with his best friends deaths.
capitu: (Harry <3 Draco)
[personal profile] capitu2012-06-29 04:56 pm

A Matter of PreText, ConText, and Misconceptions by laciudad

Title: A Matter of PreText, ConText, and Misconceptions
Author: [livejournal.com profile] laciudad
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 15,000 Aprox.
Summary: Marriage suffering a slow death by silence, career taking a drastic downwards turn, Harry re-analyzes his life through one of the best methods he knows: wanking and porn and wanking to porn. It’s not becoming an addiction, it’s not.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant– to a degree. 9 years later instead of 19.


I love this story because through much of it, Harry is so conflicted about love. As if he never learn how to love. Actually, Harry is very troubled here, he has a lot of issues, and although Draco is his therapist and he is trying to help, the way he reacts to Harry is anything but professional.

Also, though this story is very dramatic and angsty, it has one of the hottest office sex scene I've read.
capitu: (Harry <3 Draco)
[personal profile] capitu2012-06-29 03:03 pm

Getting There by rickey_a

Title: Getting There
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rickey_a
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 18,000 Aprox.
Summary: An attack on Malfoy Manor ends up being not what it first seemed, as Auror Harry Potter finds out. Hermione Granger-Weasley finds herself appointed as Draco's Healer, designated to work with him, the survivor of a suicide attempt. Taking his first steps down the road of self-healing, Draco discovers that life is worth living, and there's probably room for someone else to share his path.
Warning(s): attempted suicide


This is the story of how difficult it's been for Draco to have had survived the war. This is the journey of his recovery from a suicide attempt with help that comes from the most unlikely source.

It's very emotional and touching, but also very hopeful and incredibly sexy all at once.

This story has two accompanying pieces: Little Missives & Canals