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Angst

Angst


Title:A Secret History
Author: [livejournal.com profile] warholhp
Rating: NC 17
Summary: A secret history is a version of history at odds with commonly accepted historical narrative, a history claimed to have been deliberately suppressed or fogotten. Harry Potter, struggling to make a life for himself after the war, is about to discover his. (Contains warnings)
Word Count: 20,000 words


Title: Says The Magpie To The Morning (Sorrow, Take Your Own Advice)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] femmequixotic
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 34,000
Summary: It's terribly bad form, sleeping with your ex when you're still half in love with the bastard.


Title: The Uninvited Guest
Author: [livejournal.com profile] winnett
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 20,000
Summary: Harry is cursed with an undeniable need by a spell gone sour by age and disuse, and only Draco can calm his uninvited guest.


Title: Bad Company
Author: [livejournal.com profile] furiosity
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 9700 Aprox.
Summary: Throughout the war's duration, Harry had imagined a lot of things about its end. Just not this.


Title: The Third
Author: [livejournal.com profile] samaelthekind
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 17,000 Aprox.
Summary: The war is over, and Draco finds himself drawn to Harry, even though he hates himself for what he's become. Something has to change, or break, and soon, and Draco's pride touches off more than he could have expected.


Title: For Whatever Ails You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] frayach
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 17,900
Summary: It’s Christmas Eve and everyone has to write a poem telling the deepest truths of their hearts. With Amortentia no longer coursing through their veins, what will Harry and Draco have to say to each other?


Title: Promise Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] frayach
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 4,500
Summary: Draco made two promises that pulled him in opposite directions. He can only fulfil one.


Title: Stone of Hope
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dm_p
Rating: R
Word Count: 5,530
Summary: Draco Malfoy, a prisoner in Azkaban, has been accused of kidnapping and murdering Pansy Parkinson. Auror Harry Potter fights to prove his innocence.


Title: As Souls From Bodies Steal
Author: [livejournal.com profile] femmequixotic
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 41,000.
Summary: Hope may be found in the oddest of places, even in the bleakness of winter.
Warning(s): suicide of minor character, past non-con/rape


Title: Coins
Author: [livejournal.com profile] inell
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 2650
Summary: Coins make a certain jingling sound whenever they are tossed onto the top of a wooden bureau.
Warning(s): Prostitution


Title: That Which Divide Us
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oldenuf2nb
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 129,800 Aprox.
Summary: Three years after what would have been their seventh year at Hogwarts, the war between the forces of light and Voldemort's minions grinds on. But even within the ranks of the Order of the Phoenix there are vast disagreements over what is good for 'the Chosen One' and his volatile relationship with Draco Malfoy has many on edge. Sometimes even the best intentions can reap disaster.


Title: A Good Man
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rickey_a
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 27,500
Summary: Harry’s not sure what he wants to do with himself after the war. Making Draco Malfoy into a good man sounds like a promising idea, but the truth is that it’s a journey for two.
Warning(s): a bit dark but it evolves, non-con/dub-con w/remorse, slavery and lemon bars


Title: Every You, Every Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] daftfear
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 49,800
Summary: I thought I had already hit the lowest point in my life, but as the universe seems intent on proving, I was wrong. The only thing that could possibly make this worse is Potter. And more Muggles.
Warning(s): Drug use, attempted rape, violence, angst


Title: Rising From The Ashes
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oldenuf2nb
Rating: R
Word Count: 31,000 Aprox.
Summary: Draco Malfoy never knew that he was, for a short time, Master of the Elder Wand. He also never expected to be saved from a fate worse than death by Harry Potter, of all people. But when "The Chosen One" chooses not to save his father, Draco sets out on a course to either reclaim the wand or make Potter pay, or both.


Title: Better Off This Way
Author: [livejournal.com profile] silentauror
Rating: R
Word Count: 6,000 Aprox.
Summary: It's a week before Harry and Draco's 2-year anniversary, and the fights have gotten worse than ever before.


Title: This Day
Author: [livejournal.com profile] umbralin
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 11,400 Aprox.
Summary: There are days that just pass you by, and there are days that could change everything. And sometimes you can’t tell the difference.


Title: Seven Lines
Author: [livejournal.com profile] bookshop
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 2,900 Aprox.
Summary: It was truly barbaric in a way, the things war taught you to miss.
Warning(s): Character death, not Harry or Draco (or graphically described either).


Title: Unintended
Author: [livejournal.com profile] furiosity
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 21,000 Aprox.
Summary: Every little thing between them had been unintended, accidental, fortuitous.
Warning(s): Voyeurism, wanking, orgasm denial, Parseltongue, seduction, cock worship, bondage, some dirty talk, slight ambiguous consent, mild D/s.


Title: Powerful Men
Author: [livejournal.com profile] frayach
Rating: R
Word Count: 8,900
Summary: The Battle of Hogwarts was lost, but after ten years of tyranny and terror, Harry Potter has finally defeated Voldemort. Slowly, those who suffered the most under Voldemort’s reign – the half-bloods, the Muggleborns and the blood traitors – emerge from their enslavement, literally and figuratively, seeking refuge and comfort and healing from a group of volunteers, organized by Harry’s friend Hermione Granger, working out of the half-ruined St. Giles-Without-Cripplegate Church. New friendships are kindled, laughter shared, and secrets spoken, and all the while a bell tolls. The final message from one man to another, whose deepest secret only now does he understand.
Warning(s): Rentboy; off-stage character death; and frank discussions of bodily functions, torture, grief, death and love.


Title: Getting There
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rickey_a
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 18,000 Aprox.
Summary: An attack on Malfoy Manor ends up being not what it first seemed, as Auror Harry Potter finds out. Hermione Granger-Weasley finds herself appointed as Draco's Healer, designated to work with him, the survivor of a suicide attempt. Taking his first steps down the road of self-healing, Draco discovers that life is worth living, and there's probably room for someone else to share his path.
Warning(s): attempted suicide


Title: A Hundred Visions and Revisions
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oflights
Rating: R
Word Count: 11,000
Summary: Harry doesn’t really like remembering. As he’s grown older, he’s found that discovering or creating or even making things up are all much less painful than remembering.


Title: Your Touch
Author: [livejournal.com profile] spark_of_chaos
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 15,500
Summary: Touch is heaven and hell, pain and relief. Touch is deliberately caused. Or not? Can you distinguish love from hate, lust from indifference in the touch? Sometimes you don’t seem to know at all; can’t judge coincidence from intention; can’t trust yourself. You can only give in and let the fingers burn you, brand you, own you.


Title: Love Is…
Author: [livejournal.com profile] melusinahp
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 13,800
Summary: This is a story about love. It is not a romance.
Warning(s): Deathly Hallows situated AU, dark, dub/coerced-consent, pre-story character death (not Harry or Draco)


Title: Sometimes They Burn
Author: [livejournal.com profile] emmagrant01
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 18,000 Aprox.
Summary: After the War, Harry Potter makes Draco Malfoy an offer he can't refuse – and Draco discovers that his own demons are very real.
Warning(s): explicit m/m sex, violence, BDSM


Title: Coming To Terms
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rurounihime
Rating: R
Word Count: 16,300 Aprox.
Summary: Of all the lives in all the world, Harry had to own this one.
Warning(s): Mpreg.


Title: War Wounds
Author: [livejournal.com profile] silentauror
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 30,700 Aprox.
Summary: Some wounds take longer to recover from than others.


Title: “I’d Rather Change Nappies Than Have My Cock Sucked” and Other Ravings of a Pregnant Wizard
Author: [livejournal.com profile] frayach
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 24,500
Summary: Like everything else between Harry and Draco, pregnancy and child rearing are fraught with drama.
Warning(s): Mpreg, male lactation & breast-feeding.


Title: Landslide
Author: [livejournal.com profile] libby_drew
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 25,000
Summary: Harry Potter disappears, taking a sick Teddy Lupin with him. While everyone searches for their missing hero, Draco's life continues as it always has. Rumors of curses and kidnapping don't interest him. As Hogwarts' guardian, he has only one concern: the strange, miraculous events occurring on the cliffs outside the castle walls.


Title: Never a Breath You Can Afford to Waste
Author: [livejournal.com profile] owens_mom
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 19,000
Summary: Harry’s with Neville for all the wrong reasons, but he just wants to coast through his carefree summer days after vanquishing Voldemort. An intriguing run in with an old rival sends his world where else? Upside down.


Title: In Pieces
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dysonrules
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 90,000 Aprox.
Summary: Harry returns to Hogwarts as the new DADA instructor, only to find his teaching efforts thwarted by a very familiar ghost.
Warning(s): MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH. Ectoplasm. A whole lot of angst and a whole lot of fluff.


Title: Humbug (A Christmas Tale)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] snegurochka_lee
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 30,000
Summary: Draco has been taking his casual relationship with Harry for granted. Visits from four key ghosts the night before Christmas just might shake up his priorities in life.


Title: Every Fifteen Seconds
Author: [livejournal.com profile] bsmog
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 20,540
Summary: The faceless men Draco Malfoy fights these days don’t offer redemption or salvation. They don’t offer answers or even friendship. Draco is tired of answers, and though he still has a few friends, most of them have lives of their own and can’t understand how Draco is still haunted by the ghost of someone he hasn’t seen in four years. And as for salvation, Draco gave up on that years ago. Because even the Saviour couldn’t be saved.


Title: On Practiced Accident
Author: [livejournal.com profile] snarkyscorp
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 4,500
Summary: They are so violent in their silences, so vicious. They are careless in this, always meeting on practiced accident, stumbling into each other with rehearsed surprise and indifference, as if it isn't the priority of the evening to find one another and seek out all the dark parts that are mended to shadows and wrongness, to bruises and wounds, to scars and secrets.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant. Infidelity, voyeurism, coercion, dubious consent, use of the Imperius Curse


Title: We Are Young (I'll Carry You Home Tonight)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] femmequixotic
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 69,000
Summary: Harry and Draco have been falling into bed on and off again since the last election five years ago, much to the amusement--and financial gain--of their circle of friends. But when Harry agrees to work with Draco to put Kingsley Shacklebolt into the Minister's office, they can't work side-by-side again every day and sleep together; that would be courting disaster. Wouldn't it?


Title: Nightingale
Author: [livejournal.com profile] michi_thekiller
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 62,000 Aprox.
Summary: God loved the birds and invented trees. Man loved the birds and invented cages. -Jacques Deval
Warning(s): his fic contains depictions of sexual dynamics that many readers may find extremely disturbing, and, well, traumatic. That's half the point. But don't say we didn't warn you.


Title: Special Gifts
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oldenuf2nb
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 135,000 Aprox.
Summary: Ten years after a devastating accident costs Harry Potter the love of his life and leaves him with life altering injuries, he is asked to return to Hogwarts to help the child of an old friend, with the help of an old adversary.


Title: On One's Knees
Author: [livejournal.com profile] pir8fancier
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 32,000
Summary: Five years after the final battle at Hogwarts, Draco Malfoy has been paroled from Azkaban and works nights as a janitor at The Daily Prophet. Harry Potter, recently married to Ginny Weasley, is training as a Healer at St. Mungo's. One wastebasket=one head injury=our story.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: Things That Change
Author: [livejournal.com profile] eutychides
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 90,000 Aprox.
Summary: After Hogwarts, everything changes.
Warning(s): Mpreg.


Title: Six Ways In Which Harry Potter Was Like Bambi's Dad (And A Few Ways In Which He Wasn't. At All.)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] brummell
Rating: R
Word Count: 6,800
Summary: See title; it's a bit more literal than it seems. PLEASE read the warnings! This is set in a post-DH AU wherein the death of Voldemort has not led to the stability and peace that everyone expected; Harry and an underground New Order are fighting to free the Wizarding World. Or something.
Warning(s): Mpreg


Title: Burn, Burn
Author: [livejournal.com profile] marguerite_26
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 9,800
Summary: The tireless dance of the flame, random and hypnotic, burned Draco’s retinas but he refused to look away. Closer, closer he reached until his palm hovered above the tiny flame. Three, two, then one inch away.
Warning(s): Disturbing imagery, self-mutilation, light bondage


Title: Joys of Ownership
Author: BC
Rating: R
Word Count: 5,000 Aprox.
Summary: Harry likes to think of Scorpius as his own child, but no amount of heroism can alleviate the effects the war had on the boy and on his father.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: Knees
Author: [livejournal.com profile] literaryspell
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 2,000
Summary: Malfoy's mouth was warm, wet, and still somehow hostile. It was only self-perseveration that kept Malfoy from clamping his teeth together, Harry knew—and that knowledge made it even better.
Warning(s): rape/non-consent (oral), sixth-year fic


Title: Let's Dance To Joy Division
Author: [livejournal.com profile] femmequixotic
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 12,500
Summary: Let the love tear us apart, I've found a cure for a broken heart...


Title: Chasing Time
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taradiane
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 30,700 Aprox.
Summary: Happiness is temporary, but joy is not. After everything that your father took from him, we owe it to him to try and give some of it back. The debts that we owe the Potter boy cannot be numbered, and what we took from him cannot be measured, but you will find a way, and maybe then, you can find a little joy of your own."


Title: Moments In Between
Author: [livejournal.com profile] corvusdea
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 6,300 Aprox.
Summary: Harry and Draco learn to live in the moments in between.
Warning(s): Mpreg.


Title: Where the Shore Ended and the Sea Began
Author: [livejournal.com profile] penguin474
Rating: R
Word Count: 17,000
Summary: When visiting Draco in Finistère, Harry disappears. Draco is sent to prison for his murder, on circumstantial evidence. But Harry's body is never found, and whenever Draco is near the sea, he senses Harry's presence.


Title: You're Not Alone & its sequel Death and Life are Separated by a Single Breath
Author: [livejournal.com profile] alaana_fair
Rating: R
Word Count: 3,200 Approx.
Summary: The war leaves Harry broken. Can Draco fix him? // Everything we do has the potential to change someone’s life. Sequel to You’re Not Alone.


Title: Alpha Male (let him run)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] megyal
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 9,000 Approx.
Summary: Draco has a secret that will probably rip his friendship and romance with Harry to shreds.
Warning(s): Spoilery: Bestiality; drug-use; some non-con; some bottom-Draco. The timeline is also very much out of order.


Title: Finding Harry and its sequel Revenge
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kit84
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 31,200 Approx. (adding both parts)
Summary: "In hindsight, the first time Draco realised something was wrong with Harry Potter and Terry Boot’s relationship was the night their Auror Results came in..."
Warning(s): Please be aware that this fic contains quite a bit of angst, mental abuse, and some hints of sexual abuse.


Title: Friend Like Me & Friend Like You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] ladyvader & [livejournal.com profile] dysonrules respectively
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 25,000 Approx. (adding both parts)
Summary: Draco's rendition of the Love story that never was.


Title: Hearts Open (at the Close)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] literaryspell
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 20,000 Approx.
Summary: Harry wins the war and loses himself. It’s Draco’s job to heal him, but that might just be impossible. Especially after Harry takes matters into his own hands.
Warning(s): explicit sex, dubious consent bordering on non-con, suggestions of mental imbalance


Title: Make a Map (And There You Are)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oflights
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 33,500
Summary: After an Auror mission gone wrong, Harry finds himself stranded on an island, where his only companions are a mute house-elf, a prickly owl, and an insufferable git. Roughly based on the story of Odysseus and Calypso from Homer's Odyssey.


Title: Narcotic
Author: [livejournal.com profile] xerised
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 22,900
Summary: It was a fine, beautiful, sunny day when Albus Potter stumbled on his father and Draco Malfoy in bed together.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: Only Another Beginning
Author: [livejournal.com profile] narya86 & [livejournal.com profile] leandralocke
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 40,000 Approx.
Summary: Five years after Voldemort's defeat Harry runs into his former school nemesis who has been banned from the wizarding world, together with some other Death Eaters. Harry had known that life among muggles probably wouldn't be easy for them, but discovering that Malfoy works as street hustler was certainly not what he expected.
Warning(s): Drug use, prostitution, addiction recovery.


Title: On License
Author: [livejournal.com profile] slytherincesss
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 57,000 Approx.
Summary: Following a terrible crime and four-and-a-half years in Azkaban, Draco Malfoy is granted early release and is placed on license with an innovative new programme through the Auror Office of the Department of Magical Law Enforcement. Draco finds he doesn't know which is worse: Azkaban, or being under the legal supervision of Harry Potter. Even the most sacrosanct of boundaries can be breached.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant. Infidelity; Risk Aware Consensual Kink (RACK); D/s power-play subtext; Rimming; Anal Sex; Come-play; Coarse language; Neglect towards duty by a person in a position of trust (warnings continue on the link to the story).


Title: Phantom of Mine
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aj_socks
Rating: R
Word Count: 7,800
Summary: Two years after the war, Draco isolated himself inside the Manor with only his Father and a ghost for company. But when Harry Potter shows up, everything begins to unravel.
Warning(s): Incest, non-con (Draco/Lucius)


Title: Ring A-Ring O' Roses
Author: [livejournal.com profile] melusinahp
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 20,000
Summary: Some demons are harder to banish than others.
Warning(s): Character deaths (not Harry or Draco)


Title: Starts With a Spin
Author: [livejournal.com profile] maxine_chan
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 130,000 Approx.
Summary: It started with the spin of a bottle, and now Harry and Draco have gotten themselves so far into their own game there's almost no way out again. Except to keep playing.


Title: Suffer The Children
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oldenuf2nb
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 33,000 Approx.
Summary: Draco Malfoy has learned via painful experience that the least complicated way to go about things is to not allow himself to care -- about anyone. After all, he'd tried that once without success. But now he finds himself thrust into a situation where maintaining the armour around his heart simply isn't an option.
Warning(s): Mentions of severe child abuse, including child sexual abuse, could be triggering and disturbing, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK (not actively depicted in fic - discussed by characters only)


Title: Take What's Left of Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] frayach
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 23,000
Summary: One day Draco just left without saying a word, leaving Harry reeling. You’d think that after what Draco did, Harry could move on, but he can’t. When Astoria miscarries and Draco comes to him pleading for a baby, Harry can’t say no.
Warning(s): Mpreg, passing mention of multiple miscarriages, adoption issues & infertility issues; gory mpreg birth.


Title: The Garland Gay
Author: [livejournal.com profile] vaysh11
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 35,000
Summary: Draco Malfoy has it all – sex, money, power. But a family secret threatens to become the undoing of the successful head of Malfoy Bank. His troubles bring him to private investigator Harry Potter, who lost it all – girlfriend, Galleons, Auror career – over a tenacious obsession with a certain blond. Both become entangled in the vengeful schemes of a stranger from the past. As much as Draco tries to resist, in the end, he must make a fateful choice for the man he is destined to love.
Warning(s): magical creatures (Veela), some blood, death of a minor character


Title: The Heat Series 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11
Author: [livejournal.com profile] samaelthekind
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 47,000 Approx.
Summary: The Heat Series is an eleven part chaptered chronicle of a year and a half of Harry and Draco's lives, covering their last year at Hogwarts and after. (Only canon to OotP
Warning(s): Angst, Physical Abuse (not between Harry and Draco)


Title: The House of Potters (Where All of Your Dreams Come True)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] faithwood
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 9,000
Summary: Obsession with Harry Potter draws out the worst in some people, but it makes Draco Malfoy reveal his hidden qualities.
Warning(s): Rating is for violence, prostitution, slavery and sexual exploitation. None of it is overly explicit, but it's mentioned happening (mostly) in the background. The warnings don't apply to Harry/Draco relationship (that part is fluffy! :D)


Title: The Last Time
Author: [livejournal.com profile] furiosity
Rating: R
Word Count: 6,500
Summary: He wished he could simply live, there in that moment, that he could pretend that he'd just come down for a spot of free time with his best friends. Instead, he had this infuriating waiting.


Title: The One Where Ron and Hermione Find Out
Author: [livejournal.com profile] eruditefics
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 13,000
Summary: When Harry is injured, the secret is out. Will their relationship last such a startling revelation?
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: The Things That Made Us Who We Were
Author: [livejournal.com profile] nimielle
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 9,500
Summary: Harry and Draco’s relationship has always had its up and downs but Draco fears he went to far this time.


Title: The Years That Walk Between
Author: [livejournal.com profile] femmequixotic
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 15,800 Approx.
Summary: "We have to WHAT?"
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant, past Snape/Draco.


Title: Those One Loves
Author: [livejournal.com profile] spark_of_chaos
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 10,8000
Summary: Those you love can hurt you in the most painful way. And yet, sometimes revenge isn't all that sweet, and you are left unsatisfied, hollow and wanting something you are too scared to name. Could it be that you are simply not ready to move on and leave the person, who has caused your suffering, in the past?


Title: Incurable
Author: [livejournal.com profile] warholhp
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 125,8000
Summary: Harry Potter was not sent to Hogwarts at age 11 as his parents intended. Instead, when an altercation with his uncle turns violent, he is sent to St. Brutus's Secure Centre for Incurably Criminal Boys. But four years later, he has the opportunity to attend Hogwarts, where he learns to live a life he never thought possible for himself. H/D and a bit of mentor-Snape.
Warning(s): Non Magical AU


Title: Torn Are the Soft Ties
Author: [livejournal.com profile] anon_drarry
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 20,000
Summary: Male pregnancy is still rare in the wizarding world and those who do take the plunge are nothing like Draco Malfoy. So what is Harry Potter going to do when his ex-rival suddenly turns up demanding to be rid of his little problem?
Warning(s): Mpreg, abortion issues, non con, graphic rape scene (not between Harry and Draco)


Title: Walking In Light
Author: [livejournal.com profile] amanuensis1
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 7,500 Approx.
Summary: Harry takes desperate measures, Draco has a desperate solution. Slashy-angsty and sweet.


Title: Oscillate Wildly
Author: [livejournal.com profile] marksykins
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 55,000 Approx.
Summary: After a particularly gruelling Occlumency session, Harry practically comes apart at the seams and finds himself living partway between two lives. One is his life at Hogwarts. In the other, he's been in a mental institution for the better part of six years. What happens when Harry realises his whole life may be one elaborate fantasy?
Warning(s): Elements of Non Magical AU.


Title: Bloodsquib
Author: [livejournal.com profile] vaysh11
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 12,500 Approx.
Summary: Eleven years after the war, Harry shows up at Draco's home, asking him for help for his son James who suffers from a rare magical disease. He needs a blood donor to survive, and only Draco is a match.
Warning(s): Mpreg.


Title: Cascade
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taradiane
Rating: PG
Word Count: 4,700
Summary: I don't know the boy in the cupboard. I'm not sure that I ever did. Those aren't my memories, aren't my feelings. They belong to someone else. Someone that I'm not sure even existed. It's just a story. Something that people have told others just to make an average person seem more heroic at the end of the tale.


Title: Close To Ever After
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oldenuf2nb
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 15,300 Approx.
Summary: When Harry Potter finds he's been cursed, he withdraws from the world and prepares to die. But when have things ever gone the way Harry Potter planned?
Warning(s): Mpreg


Title: My Own Worst Enemy
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dysonrules
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 22,000
Summary: After a night of heavy drinking, Draco wakes up fully-clothed to find that his flat is a wreck and several things are missing. Things only get worse from there.


Title: Forbidden
Author: Minks
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 48,000 Approx.
Summary: A curse gone wrong brings Harry and Draco together, and the bond they forge provides Harry with "power the Dark Lord knows not."


Title: Broken Toy
Author: [livejournal.com profile] eyesemerald
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 155,000 Approx.
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a recluse, although he is still famous, highly respected in the wizarding world, and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before… (post HBP)
Warning(s): Violence, abuse, mentions of past non-con. (None of these between Harry and Draco)


Title: Sleeping Dragon
Author: [livejournal.com profile] omi_ohmy
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 20,500
Summary: When Draco loses his memory, Harry struggles to recognise the man he loves. As they get to know each other again, can Harry overcome his sense of loss? And will Draco ever remember that he loves Harry?


Title: Blue Light
Author: [livejournal.com profile] winterstorrm
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 18,000
Summary: There's a 33.3% chance that Harry is the father of Draco's baby (and a 66.6% chance he isn't) but when have the odds ever been in Harry's favour anyway?
Warning(s): Mpreg, foursome.


Title: Nova Cupiditas
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lomonaaeren
Rating: R
Word Count: 119,300 Approx.
Summary: Nova cupiditas—the curse that makes the victim desire someone they hate. There is no cure, and the consequences grow increasingly violent the more the desire is denied. And now someone has cursed Draco Malfoy to desire Harry Potter.
Warning(s): Attempted rape, issues of consent, self-mutilation


Title: Unbroken
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taradiane
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 18,300
Summary: Memories make us who we are. What happens when they disappear? A Remix of Snapshots .
Warning(s): Mpreg, but only in past tense.


Title: All That Remains
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lordhellebore
Rating: R
Word Count: 21,000
Summary: In a Great Britain destroyed by war and plagued by magical epidemics, those who are left behind struggle to survive and find meaning.
Warning(s): Character death (not Harry or Draco), dub-con (not between Harry and Draco)


Title: We Can't All Be Heroes
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sassy_cissa
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 9,600 Approx.
Summary: “We can't all be heroes, because somebody has to sit on the side and applaud when they go by.”
Warning(s): Mpreg


Title: Longest Night
Author: [livejournal.com profile] coffeejunkii
Rating: R
Word Count: 3,300 Approx.
Summary: Draco discovers that waiting doesn't equal hoping, and that some wishes do come true.


Title: The Haunting of Draco Malfoy
Author: [livejournal.com profile] omi_ohmy
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 27,400
Summary: After the War, there are many new ghosts, lost and uncertain, and Draco Malfoy has become a Peacebringer, working hard to help these and any other troubled ghosts move on. Draco finds himself stuck in a gothic mystery of his own when a recently missing Potter appears, spectral and silent, at Malfoy Manor.


Title: Things Left Unspoken
Author: [livejournal.com profile] bridenore
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 3,400
Summary: I was looking for an excuse to leave the place when I spotted them. Six small glass vials were proudly displayed behind the counter. The liquid inside was cobalt blue. I had seen one of these in Draco Malfoy’s hand eighteen months ago.
Warning(s): drug addiction (coerced)


Title: Not a minute of rest
Author: [livejournal.com profile] creepylicious
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 3,600 Approx.
Summary: The world was going to hell. Probably had already. Most of the people Harry had loved and called family were most likely dead or eating their way steadily through living tissue.
Warning(s): off screen character death, zombies, sex, disturbing imaginary, creepy


Title: A Working Title
Author: [livejournal.com profile] mindabbles
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 12,000
Summary: Another in the long line of absurd biographies finally drives Harry to a desperate act. How desperate he doesn't know until his ghost writer shows up at his door.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: Moving On
Author: [livejournal.com profile] nimrodel_13
Rating: R
Word Count: 21,100 Approx.
Summary: After the war, the Ministry forces Draco to turn the Manor into a building open for public use as part of his sentence. So he turns it into an Inn. Surprisingly, it is going quite well until his father's ghost appears in one of the Manor's rooms and scares away all of his guests. As a last resort, Draco seeks the help of Harry Potter, the Boy-Who-Lived-Twice turned intrepid Ghost Hunter. Because if he can't maintain the Inn, he may lose his home...


Title: Between Two Fires of Beltane
Author: [livejournal.com profile] secretsalex
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 5,000 Approx.
Summary: As the war drags on, Draco becomes a spy for Voldemort and works his way into Harry’s good graces—and his bed. When the Order prepares to invade Malfoy Manor, Draco is forced to examine his loyalties.


Title: The Penguin Series
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rurounihime
Rating: R
Word Count: 21,200 Approx. Adding both parts.
Summary: In the harshest environment on earth, Harry finds that escaping is harder than simply running. // In which it is dark, there is a visit, and a decision is made.


Title: Under Fingertips
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rurounihime
Rating: R
Word Count: 23,000 Approx.
Summary: It's been a month since he saw his lover, and Draco's had it with the disappearing act.
Warning(s): Mpreg


Title: A Song, Incomplete
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rurounihime
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 11,200 Approx.
Summary: Draco’s photograph took up the entire top half of the Prophet’s front page. Below the photo: DRACO MALFOY DEFENDS SON OF FORMER LOVER. As if that were breaking news.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: Something More
Author: [livejournal.com profile] thusspakekate
Rating: R
Word Count: 9,000
Summary: After a night of drinking, Harry Potter has a love bite the size of Wales on his neck and an unsigned note from the man who gave it to him in his pocket. The only problem? He can't quite remember who he brought home with him the night before. And what's got Draco Malfoy in such a strop?


Title: Faerie Lights and Brandy
Author: [livejournal.com profile] bsmog
Rating: R
Word Count: 7,200
Summary: As a child, Draco unconditionally loved Christmas. As an adult, it wasn’t that simple.


Title: Back From the Edge
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deirdre_aithne
Rating: R
Word Count: 7,900 Approx.
Summary: Faint though it seems to him, Draco hears the scrape of metal across stone echoing in his ears and with a quiet sigh of relief, he closes his eyes and hopes as he lets the darkness take him.
Warnings: graphic self harm, disability (loss of use of a limb)


Title: In Misery
Author: [livejournal.com profile] marianna_merlo
Rating: NC 17
Summary: Harry has been captured by the Death Eaters. Has all been lost to Voldemort, or is there still hope?
Word Count: 13,100
Warning(s): dub-con, non-con/rape, light slave training, and a bit of Stockholm syndrome. Dark fic.


Title: When the Time Comes
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sapphirequill
Rating: R
Word Count: 17,000
Summary: There comes a point when you have to make a choice between what is right and what is easy. Harry’s choice is neither of these.
Warning(s): gender-bending


Title: A Defeat More Triumphant Than Victory
Author: [livejournal.com profile] mk_malfoy
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 23,000
Summary: Whilst Harry is en route to right a wrong, memories of the past five years and, more specifically, the past week assail him and remind him how this tragedy-in-the-making began. If only he had listened to Snape at the end of sixth year when he’d told Harry to keep his mouth shut and his mind closed.
Warning(s): language; attempted non-con; violence; dark; character deaths, but not Harry or Draco, and suicide


Title: For Love of a Family
Author: [livejournal.com profile] icicle33
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 30,000
Summary: A series of attacks by a group of neo-Death Eaters causes the Ministry to implement a new set of restrictions on former Death Eaters and their children. When Scorpius falls ill, Draco decides that he will do anything to save his son, even if it means marrying Harry Potter.


Title: Liar
Author: [livejournal.com profile] jad
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 50,000 Approx.
Summary: Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy have always preferred the worst of each other; it was too bad they both had to have better halves.
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: Fearless
Author: [livejournal.com profile] melusinahp
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 35,000
Summary: "There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance." -- John Lennon


Title: The Shoemaker and the Elves
Author: [livejournal.com profile] icmezzo
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 14,500 Approx.
Summary: Draco makes shoes. Or, well, at least he would have done, except they started making themselves, and really, that was quite odd, if he thought about it.


Title: Manticoria
Author: [livejournal.com profile] faire_weather
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 70,880
Summary: In the dangerous days after Voldemort’s fall, Harry struggles to find a way to be with Draco—again. As the magical world threatens to die all around him, it might be more unreachable than even he believes. Includes dying wards, dying beasts, and love struggling to live; sentient magic, wandlore, Founder lore, potion lore, and ward lore; and of course there is Zacharias Smith to ruin everything, as usual.


Title: Dear Father Christmas (The Boy Done Wrong Again)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] thusspakekate
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 21,500 Approx.
Summary: "Dear Father Christmas, It’s strange that I have more cause to believe in you now that I’m in my mid-twenties than I did when I was a child. I didn’t think magic existed then either, but now I know that it does. I wonder if it’s the same with you There’s nothing that I want for Christmas that could be wrapped in a box and put under a tree. But if you are as magical as they say you are, there is one thing I want that could only be accomplished by a true Christmas miracle. I want Draco Malfoy back."


Title: A Stranger Garden
Author: [livejournal.com profile] jamie2109
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 58,000 Approx.
Summary: Draco Malfoy was never very fortunate when it came to bringing pain and misery to a certain Mr. Potter. His latest plan is no exception. Or is it?
Warning(s): Major character death (fic spans over eighty years, so…). Angst.


Title: Forgive Those Who Trespass
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lomonaaeren
Rating: R
Word Count: 135,900 Approx.
Summary: Harry Potter was convinced he had an ordinary, if inconvenient, life. Then Ron and Hermione vanished in the Department of Mysteries. And the only person who may know where they are is a mute Draco Malfoy.
Warning(s): Horror, violence, gore, torture, profanity.


Title: Watching for a Sign
Author: [livejournal.com profile] bsmog
Rating: R
Word Count: 18,700 Approx.
Summary: A remix of the story of Draco’s The tattoo, which is a lovely piece by the incredibly talented [livejournal.com profile] mijeli. Draco tries to cover the Mark, but the results aren’t quite what he’d hoped. Or, perhaps at the end of the day, they’re more like what he and Harry both hoped after all.


Title: This I Know Is True
Author: [livejournal.com profile] susannah_wilde
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 6,200 Approx.
Summary: Harry and Draco try to find the perfect Christmas gift for each other, despite having little in the world to call their own.


Title: A Dream of Waking
Author: [livejournal.com profile] eidheann_writes
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 16,000
Summary: "You always were contrary. Had I known you’d jump into an engagement with the first person you spoke to after our little tête-à-tête, I might have been gentler with my persuasion."
Warning(s): angst, infidelity, mpreg.


Title: Where Your Treasure Lies
Author: [livejournal.com profile] queenie_mab
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 21,000
Summary: "The girl survived, Harry," Dumbledore said kindly. "You saved her from the fire and died a hero as you were always meant to." - "But I didn’t mean to," Harry whispered, horrified. "Draco, he needs me … I promised …"
Warning(s): Major Characters Death, Minor Characters Death and suicide.


Title: Angels and Devils
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aj_socks
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 28,000 Approx.
Summary: Draco is captured by the Order and during his time as a prisoner, he realizes that both light and darkness can blind you to the truth.
Warning(s): minor character death, violence, dub-con (not between Harry and Draco)


Title: The Perfect Husband
Author: [livejournal.com profile] curlee_cue
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 9,300
Summary: “Malfoy tilts his head back, locks eyes with Harry, and he’s so open, so eager to comfort that Harry wants to punch him till he bleeds. Instead, he leans down, presses a tender kiss along the freckled bridge of Malfoy’s too pointy nose. Malfoy’s just like Ginny, in a way. So naïve and trusting, so willing to believe the perfect man Harry will never be.”
Warning(s): some explicit Harry/Ginny


Title: Dawn
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kedavranox
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 30,000
Summary: The Aurors tend to assume that someone broke in That Night, and Harry doesn't want to make them think otherwise. He doesn’t want them to know that it wasn’t a break in at all. That it was Harry’s fault... that he let it happen.
Warning(s): Abduction, Non-Con

Title: This Worship of an Extinct Fire
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lomonaaeren
Rating: R
Word Count: 30,500
Summary: Unspeakable Draco Malfoy has planned for nearly six months how to take down Thomas Linwood, a man who has discovered the secret of converting wizard bodies to pure magic. He was prepared for anything -- except the discovery of the missing Harry Potter in Linwood's compound.
Warning(s): Sometimes graphic violence, descriptions of magical torture, angst, deaths of original character.


Title: Remind You What You Did When You Wake
Author: [livejournal.com profile] arsenicjade
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 22,000 Approx.
Summary: A damaged-but-not-broken Harry in the clutches of Death Eaters and a caught-up-in-circumstances Draco who's not actually evil.
Warning(s): NonCon, Sex, Torture, Violence, Character Death (not Harry or Draco)


Title: Collapse Amongst the Dying Stars
Author: [livejournal.com profile] writcraft
Rating: R
Word Count: 26,500
Summary: After the final battle nothing is quite as Harry expected. Death Eaters remain unaccounted for, Malfoy is in prison and there is something rotten in Azkaban. Banned from assisting the Aurors, Harry keeps himself busy with regular visits to Malfoy and works to bring light to the darkness of no. 12 Grimmauld Place. As he does all he can to make things better, Harry's mind fills with strange dreams and an adversary sets in motion a plan intended to tear Harry's world apart.
Warning(s): Angst, character death (not Harry or Draco), incarceration, heavily implied torture and non-con (off screen, not between Harry and Draco), time travel, AU after the Battle for Hogwarts.


Title: In Death’s Dream Kingdom
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kedavranox
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 7,500
Summary: ‘We need to get going,’ Harry says. ‘We have a lot to do if we want to finish what we started.’
Warning(s): Major character death


Title: The Burning Times
Author: Dracos_DirtySecret
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 267,000 Approx.
Summary: Six years ago, Draco Malfoy left his new husband with the promise that he would return. Locked away in a Muggle prison for a crime he committed out of rage, he returns years later to what he hopes is a new life with his husband, & finds in his place an empty bed, & a world that has no right to exist.
Warning(s): Mpreg, Character Death (not Harry and Draco), Non Con (not between Harry and Draco), AU


Title: In Your Debt
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dracfic
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 64,000
Summary: We don’t really know what a ‘life debt’ involves. That’s what all those spaces between the lines are for.
Warning(s): Mpreg. Epilogue compliant


Title: Come For Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] frayach
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 26,000 Approx.
Summary: After Draco is paralyzed in an accident, he and Harry discover a new way to make love.
Warning(s): Watersports (but please read more about this warning on the author's note).


Title: I Love You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] curlee_cue
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 18,500
Summary: Harry knows what love is. It’s something that grows. Something that adapts. Something that sometimes needs a little help along the way.
Warning(s): dark!Harry, non-con


Title: Atonement & sequel Heart Of Glass
Author: [livejournal.com profile] pir8fancier
Rating: R
Word Count: 10,900 Approx. (adding both parts)
Summary: Draco had the most overwhelming desire to kiss that mole. Put his mouth on it and suck gently, tasting and—
Warning(s): Epilogue compliant


Title: We Are Legend or at AO3
Author: [livejournal.com profile] vaysh11
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 38,200 Approx.
Summary: Eighty years into the future, Voldemort won. Harry Potter is a renegade wizard, Portkeying Muggles out of London to Hogwarts, last sanctuary in a Britain ruled by the Dark Lord. On a mission he encounters a powerful phoenix Animagus fighting on the Death Eaters' side. He recognises Draco Malfoy whom he thought long dead. But the differences between them are perhaps even greater than before. Enemies may become lovers, but can Harry return Draco the phoenix to humanity? And will they together be able to defeat Voldemort? This is the legend of Flash Man and the Blue Phoenix …
Warning(s): Major Character Death, AU


Title: A Rose In the Garden
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kedavranox
Rating: R
Word Count: 3,500 Approx.
Summary: Draco faces the consequences.
Warning(s): Infidelity


Title: Frightful the storm
Author: [livejournal.com profile] hereticalvision
Rating: R
Word Count: 3,500
Summary: It is true, we shall be monsters, cut off from all the world; but on that account we shall be only more attached to one another.
Warning(s): Everything you'd expect in Frankenstein: character death, body horror, dark magic. Plus some sexual situations for good measure.


Title: The Heart of the Manor
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kedavranox
Rating: R
Word Count: 4,000
Summary: In his efforts to remove the taint Voldemort left on the Manor, Draco hires a team of Curse-Breakers. But what will happen when they stumble upon something older and more insidious than simple Dark magic?


Title: The Rules Of War or at AO3
Author: [livejournal.com profile] calrissian18
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 40,100 Approx.
Summary: After having his tentative advance rebuffed, Harry has been Imperius-ing Draco into having a relationship with him. He's needed to make the curse stronger and stronger, the more he wants – desire, sex, love, marriage, baby. However, when Draco falls pregnant, the power of the curse starts diminishing, no matter what Harry tries. What happens when the curse finally fails?
Warning(s): Mpreg, dubious consent


Title: Desperation
Author: [livejournal.com profile] vampthenewblack
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 13,400 Approx.
Summary: If you had only died when you were meant to, I'd have grown up in a wizarding world already ruled by the Dark Lord. I wouldn't be screaming at you in a sixth floor bathroom. I wouldn't be raising my wand, Crucio on my lips.
Warning(s): AU from the bathroom scene in HBP.


Title: Better Than Nothing
Author: [livejournal.com profile] vampyrerayne
Rating: R
Word Count: 17,000
Summary: Harry loves Draco, more than anything. And Draco loves him, too. Really. He just doesn’t know it yet. But that’s okay, because Harry’s got a plan. And soon, Draco will understand that they’re meant to be together. And then, everything will be perfect.
Warning(s): Mpreg, Dubious-Consent, brief-but-graphic birth scene (C-section), Dark!Harry


Title: An Important Lesson to Learn
Author: [livejournal.com profile] policeprivate
Rating: R
Word Count: 5,200
Summary: Potter laughs, and you can’t tell if it’s because he thinks he’s invincible or because he knows he’s not.
Warning(s): Substance abuse


Title: The Shadowy Corners
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kedavranox
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 30,000
Summary: Fifteen years after the war, Draco is still struggling to survive. Living in squalor and under heavy Ministry restrictions, Draco takes Pansy's advice on an option he had never thought to consider before. A means to regain everything he lost and more, courtesy of the wizarding hero --Harry Potter.
Warning(s): Mpreg.


Title: But, In Dreams
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kedavranox
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 24,000
Summary: Harry is a Seer, with a particular affinity for speaking to the dead, but this comes at a price he’s slowly killing himself to pay.
Warning(s): Drug Use, Addiction


Title: Kiss the Joy (Until the Sun Rise)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] icmezzo
Rating: NC 17
Word Count: 38,000
Summary: The Room of Requirement was severely damaged in the war, but not so much that it could not provide for one lost student and another young hero—especially when they needed each other most of all.


Title: A Piercing Comfort
Author: [livejournal.com profile] talithan
Rating: PG 13
Word Count: 44,600
Summary: When Harry Potter hits the lowest point of his life so far, it is not his friends who keep him honest. With Draco Malfoy's patience and guidance, Harry learns to stand on his own. The thing is, after the fact—he's no longer sure he wants to.
Warning(s): depression, suicidal ideation, acute self-hatred, and self-worth problems.


Title: Twist of Fate or at AO3
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oakstone730
Rating: R
Word Count: 300,000 Approx.
Summary: Draco asks Harry to help him beat the Imperius curse during 4th year. The lessons turn into more than either expected. A story of redemption and forgiveness.










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